clarity

in this hazy mess
i've suddenly found myself
struggling to breathe
the only thing that's keeping me
from collapsing inside

is this clarity i've picked up
a glimpse into the future
understanding more of myself
what i want isn't always
what others can give me
but at least i know now
it's clarity

only been a few days
the first two had me dangling
on the edge of an emotional rollercoaster
today i'm a little calmer
less worried about what you're thinking
a little more at the thought
of losing this potential with you

and this clarity i've picked up

a glimpse into the future

understanding more of myself

knowing what the right reasons are

and this is clarity

would almost give anything 

to see this happy ending

but how do i get there