beats

the sun and its 113 degrees
now a breezy chill
and large raindrops

like you and i
orbiting in different paths
everything i ever wanted
back then
i'm getting now

one of these days
our paths will cross again
maybe we'll be on the same beat
this time?

back

for once seems like i have my life back
with so many things
to be thankful for
those who shower love
and support
and those who've been
there from the start
freedom of time again

thought i finally ran free of you
running for another
towards another
but then you call again
and once again i'm dissolving
into a puddle at your feet

pleasantly painful

oh some days I wish it would stop
the agony of waiting
and all those times i fell
adding another bruise to my knees

but some days I know
I wouldn't give this up for anything
rather have this pleasantly painful
than feeling nothing at all

coffee shop

you don't know at all, do you
all that i would do for you
if only you looked down
and gave me a chance

actions speak louder than words
but i feel you can't hear me
what do i need to do
for you to open eyes and see

i'm not the kind of girl
who needs a boy to live
to be the reason for my everything
i can stand on my own two feet
and i can live well on my own
but you're the only one
who i want to take care of me

you are tall and strong
no signs of weakness in your facade
but when all the others fade away
i want to be the one you lean on

i'm not the kind of girl
who needs a boy to live
to be the reason for my everything
i can stand on my own two feet
and i can live well on my own
but you're the only one
who i want to take care of me

so don't turn away
don't give up before it begins
don't leave this hand empty
please

sleepless

always knew this would happen

the inevitable

a thick wall of concrete

impossible to break through

finally realizing the beauty of sleep

to close my eyes

and wish the world away

and leave the problems till daylight

late nights again

sleeplessness again

not only lost in your eyes

but I'm shivering from the cold 

past two weeks

feels like a year

the good times running 

and the bad times crawling